Essay Pile Up

The most feared has come. 5 essays due in 2 weeks. Once again. The same routine like last term. Only this time 2 are summative which counts towards first year's degree. I'll be lucky I come out of this heart attack and stress free. Too many essays, too many reading materials. too little time. Not that I'm asking for more time, I demand the workload lightened.

The darnest thing happened as well. My speakers stopped working. No!!!!! It hasn't even been 2 months!

This whole entry is pointless. I was having a mental block while writing my International Relations essay, running out of craps to twist and manipulate, so here I am letting it out.

This is so stressful. They're not just essays. They're the silent cause of stress and anxiety. I could get a heart attack.

Snow

It snowed today!!! I was so excited in the morning, but obviously, by afternoon, nothing much is left. It wasn't the thick snow that you can have snowball fights with. Alas, it's just the nuisance sort, which made me almost made me fall! But today, was good day. I just realised, that Snow White and Seven Dwarfs sounds so racist. Not the dwarfs, but the 'princess', Snow White. Skin as white as snow. Such a racist statement. Its funny how some people think they're so superior just because their skin is fairer. I have 'friends' like that too. Its even funnier when you try so hard to change your skin colour. Like getting a tan under the sun, or fake body spray tan even. Like hello? ( I know I sound so bitchy. Can't help it. )

Well, not such a good day. I walked up to the Stone Cottage for my Politics tutorial. Our tutor didn't turn up! Probably still in America. I was so mad! Wouldn't the department have the courtesy to at least email the students? Its a 30 minute-walk, for god's sake!

I'm actually not in the mood to blog. I just wanna say congrats to Tasha who managed to lose 5kgs, during winter, whereas I'm just piling up on winter weight. It sucks to be flabby. Trust me, it's not exactly a mood uplifter when you go shopping for new clothes and you need to go up one size. And it seems fat girls get it so much worse than fat boys. Why is that?

Now that it has snowed, I need to get my knee length boots! I've brought skinny jeans from Malaysia and it's about time they come out of the wardrobe! While I can still fit in them! At least, I think I can.

Single Bed, Double Duvet, Triple Pillows

I never want to get out of bed. Not ever again. I feel like a princess sleeping all day long. It really is the ultimate of my comfort zone. On Thursdays my one and only lecture starts at 3.15pm. And on Fridays, at 12 noon. Monday blues can get to me, but as the week passes by, I'm sailing towards the weekend! Life is always good with timetables like these!

Thank you sayang, for letting me keep your duvet! It's so confortable that although you're not physically here with me, its like I have your arms enveloping me, making me feel safe and secure. I love you Azman =)

I thought I could relax this term. I'm so wrong. More and more reading lists are coming it. It doesn't help either, my laziness. Furthermore at this stage, as I age (or should I say grow older), my brain function deteriorates. God please don't let the process go rapidly! Basically I'm just lazy. I've been far behind in tv series, but I've been catching up. I've been watching Heroes and Lost. Just watched Prison Break's latest too. I refuse to watch Gilmore Girls because I am still stuck at season 5. I haven't even started watching Desperate Housewives the third season, because I don't have any internet sites to watch on. Links anyone ?

Download. That's one thing I can't do here. Stupid university is against people integrating and human interaction. What's wrong with file sharing? Seriously?

Nothing much to blog about actually. I can hear people outside my building just making random noises. Probably drunkards. Must be. One of these days I must burst out in rage and tell them all to shut the fuck up. To keep the sodding noise down. Then again they're too dysfunctional to function. All they know is drink. Apparently if your alcohol level reaches 0.5% you'll die. Severe coma and death. You can get to that with 21 Vodka shots. Don't ask me how I know of all this. Youtube. I have got to get off Youtube right now! I should be reading Philosophy right now. I would if I could but I don't want to! My brain is already falling asleep.

Actually, I don't really mind being around 'happy' drunk people who can't stop laughing and giggling, but I really dislike being around 'annoying' drunk people. Who can't stop complaining and whining about their sad life. As Tasha and I discussed, certain people are just too boring, they need to get drunk just to be interesting. How sad. My sympathy to these people. And when I go to formal, almost every other Tuesday and Thursday, yes, with the Harry Potter robes. I don't have to wait for it to end. When the wine bottles are empty, you can start expecting a range of funny-weird-freak-annoying behaviours, some you could use against the very own person, the next day.

Do not drink. It's just not nice. Ok, maybe cocktails =)