Bored

I hate the way essays take over my life. Its those few weeks before end of term when people are out there having fun, and you're in writing your essays. Not that I want to go out, I just want the free time for myself, so I have the option of doing what I want and when I want it.

Out of 5 essays that I needed to do, I've done 2 so its a good sign. Its the second last week of term, and the week is ending, as obvious as it is.

But I love the fact that spring is coming or should I say, almost here! I have to say I'm really sick of cold weather and strong winds. There were daffodils growing near the castle keep. The weather's getting warmer. I can't wait for spring to come! Its a good excuse for me to go shopping for sun dresses and more shoes! And more tops! Believe me when I say all I have in my wardrobe are long sleeves. Well mostly. But I was, and am still known as the fashionista. I have my sense of fashion, I just keep it in, letting it out when the right time comes (obviously one of it is when my boyfriend comes to visit) I do not feel like I have to dress up just to prove to people I have money and a sense of fashion. Then again, its very subjective. Beauty is, after all in the eyes of the beholder. But I have to say, I am strongly against the supposedly 'in thing' right now: maternity gowns. Seriously. There's a reason why it is called so, duh? Big tummies are fugly, you feel that hiding it is of your utmost importance.( Well all of us are getting fatter ever since we arrive here in the UK, but seriously, there are other sort of clothes you can wear and look good in. I'm confused, isn't that what we all want?)

Hmmmm.... Maybe that's why I haven't been shopping. I haven't found the clothes that I like, even, what more love. Talk about bad sense of fashion. Who wants to wear drapes clumsily hanging on your body? Who wears heels with footless tights/ pantyhose? Who wears pantyhose that has a huge run on it? ( Come on it's not that expensive to get a new pair ) Please! Its hurting my eyes.

And darling, you should know that its skanky to wear heels with the price code sticker still on. S.K.A.N.K.Y. Peel it off? Trust me I'm giving you this advice for your own good.

And don't give me 'slack' stares. I've seen you in Boots in the self-tanning section browsing. You can never get my tan. ( I'm being so bitchy but I love my tan, and the best thing is that I don't have to do anything to get it, or make it stay ) Well of course if I stayed under the sun for too long, I'll look burnt and roasted. Just like OBS. Duh, malayan skin.

Essay Pile Up

The most feared has come. 5 essays due in 2 weeks. Once again. The same routine like last term. Only this time 2 are summative which counts towards first year's degree. I'll be lucky I come out of this heart attack and stress free. Too many essays, too many reading materials. too little time. Not that I'm asking for more time, I demand the workload lightened.

The darnest thing happened as well. My speakers stopped working. No!!!!! It hasn't even been 2 months!

This whole entry is pointless. I was having a mental block while writing my International Relations essay, running out of craps to twist and manipulate, so here I am letting it out.

This is so stressful. They're not just essays. They're the silent cause of stress and anxiety. I could get a heart attack.